9.26.2006

Shaking hands with someone I don't know

Today I came home from work with a very sad message from my cousin. I love him so much and I'm glad we've connected so well because I think we, along with my aunt, are the adorable black sheep of the family. Lovealbe little rebels we are, he told me about his troubles with school and other things that just made me want to cry. It's weird because I forget that I'm not that fargone from my high school years, but I feel like I left that place choking on my dust ages ago. I have friends who have yet to move away from my old hometown, and after all the traveling I've done (not that I'm Columbus or anything) I don't think I could have ever hung around that town longer than a day after graduation. And I didn't! I packed up and left for Oregon a day after graduating. It was good for me, I needed it.

I'm a completely different person now, for better and for worse because of it. At least I've gotten to a point where I'm standing on my own two feet. I was quite the wussy-wannabe in high school. Did I mention it was in Texas? Yee haw.

Included here is a picture of some of the girls I go to church with (oh, those Mormons). This was taken by a street photographer, who literally had a mini-outdoor studio set up outside of a club. He asked passers-by if they were interested in having their portrait taken, and were only asked to "be themselves" in front of the camera. So my girly friends pulled out their cell phones and called each other. 

Read and post comments | Send to a friend

9.25.2006

Sunny day, lonely day

My great grandpa is having terrible back problems so my grandparents have taken a trip to California to take care of him and work things out with doctors and such. I'm worried about him, and my great grandma, because he's been taking care of her this whole time.

This is my first day off in a while and I don't know what to do with it. It's already 4pm, maybe I'll take myself out to dinner. Things have been so lonely and strange without Ben. He's the whole reason I moved back up here and now we're broken up and he's in Seattle. I can't wait to move, can't wait to go back to school. I'm sick of Oregon, I admit it. I think I just don't sit well when I come back to old stomping grounds. No more Portland, no more Amarillo, but I don't know where I want to live. I'll be in Salt Lake later this week for the big-badda-boom LDS General Conferance. I drew a self protrait today with my new box of crayons. My face came out too narrow, my lips too big, and my nose too long, but my hair looked great.

Read and post comments | Send to a friend

New Blog

I'm excited about writing in here. I haven't blogged in a few years and I never took it very seriously; but now I just want to have fun with it. Write some thorough, witty entries and let my friends know what I'm really up to. I can't wait to hand out some invitations, though I fear most of my buddies aren't the blogging type. Maybe they'll surprise me.

I'm going to take this opportunity to state that, like most blogs, this will probably be filled with bad grammer, awkward train of thought, and whatever mistakes spell-check doesn't pick up. But who cares, right?

I saw The Illusionist recently and loved it, but the ending didn't come as a surprise to me because I had already read the short story it's based on in Zoetrope: All Story, a high-class quarterly lit-mag of short stories. I love short stories. They are little literary gems that I can take in under a half hour and keep with me the rest of my life. They refresh my day and jumpstart my imagination better than any novel, simply becasue of the way they are packaged. And while I loved The Illusionist and the story it was based on, I must say that in the story there is only a single sentence mentioning a romance (one that didn't work out). The story was more about his magic, and the dark mysteries of it.The film blows up a deeply-rooted romance all over the screen, making it the core of the plot. Not that anything is wrong with that. The love scene was pretty hot. 

Read and post comments | Send to a friend

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...