I Feel It All

Well, I haven't written in here in a long time. I can never keep a blog going, sorry about that. Well, here are some updates: my sister is getting married to the wonderful Michael King, who I can't wait to have as a brother-in-law. She's kind of planning this whole wedding in a rush because I'll be leaving for China soon (thanks Jaclyn!) I'll be there for five months, teaching English. I think I mentioned this in a previous post. I'm in Texas right now, a place that I've really come to despise. That's such a nasty thing to say, I know, and it has nothing to do with the people here, or that Bush is from here. It's just so ugly; I miss the green, the wet, the gray, the murky shower drain that is the Pacific Northwest. Even going to school in Idaho is beggining to do me in. China should do me some good. I can't wait to go to China.

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Good day, sunshine

Weber State has accepted my story at their National Undergraduate Literature Convention! I'll be a featured guest speaker and my story will be published in their lit mag, Metaphor Magazine. Yeah! And I'll be in New York exactly one month from now. Yeah!

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Family of tiny little moments

After watching the entire fourth season of Scrubs with my roommates (laundry day), I developed a crush on Zach Braff. So, today I rented The Last Kiss. I feel depressed and have abandoned all hopes for a stable relationship in the future. I know that sounds exaggerated, but the film really depressed me, even after the "resolved" ending.

While I struggle with my religion, this past week has brought me closer to it. After that movie, it made me happy to know I'm in a religion, and, well, culture that puts a good emphasis on marriage and relationships. I've been feeling terrible about my Mormon status, but after my "year off," and my engagement that didn't work out . . . well, I am back here in school, my Mormon school, and Ben and I didn't get married because I'm Mormon, because I wanted to marry in the temple, to a Mormon. I've been a ridiculous rebel, too bad for the Mormons and too good for the rest. But maybe I'm finally coming closer to the things I've always wanted, inching towards actually being a good person.

When I say I'm glad to be in my faith for its emphasis on marriage, I don't mean that other faiths and cultures don't have that same emphasis, and I don't mean to say that I've always enjoyed that emphasis. It's a joke at my school that everyone gets married so young, a flaw in Mormon culture that everyone teases but can't wait to engage in (haha, engage). But we do believe in eternal marriage; that it's something so sacred and the one thing we should seek for in this life. It's a hoplessly romantic notion, but I believe in it, I do. And whether or not I'm right, whether or no it's true, I don't know, but I want to be with someone who believes in it too. Wouldn't it be nice to know that someone geniunly wants to be with you forever?

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Like some cat from Japan

I think I should list a few goals in here.

1. Write everyday. In your journal, that is.

2. Get a job next semester.

3. Finish D&C.

4. . . . . . ?

Or maybe I won't list goals. I'm going to New York at the end of the semester to visit my sister. I'm moving into a new apartment this summer, and I think I'll be getting a job in lighting soon. And I'm still going to China and I'm still getting published. 

I'm sorry, I really don't know what to write in here. Time to read.

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Magical Mystery Tour

Well, I will be going to China to teach cute little kids English from August to December! I'm very excited, and I'll actually be doing that annoying fundraiser thing before I make my departure. So, to just get the plug out and over with, any money for the children donated on your part would be greatly appreciated. And another great thing: I'm getting published! My story Angry Dog is going to be featured in the annual Outlet, my university's literary journal.

And here's some artwork for you to enjoy:

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Hey you, get off of my cloud

I'm thinking of teaching English abroad next Fall semester. I'd be going to either China, Russia, or Ukraine. I have my interview with the International Language Programs tomorrow. Hope all goes well!

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QotD: Send For Help! Or Not...

You're trapped in a (temporarily) out of order elevator - who would you like to be trapped with? 
Submitted by tbtissimus.

Adrian Brody. Or John Lennon, or Tobey Maguire. Or a cartoon character, or my sister, for laughs.

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Lonely nights, lonely rights

I'm in Idaho! Not really cause for celebration, but at least I'm back at school. In the first week I've already dropped and added four classes, but I think I'm happy now. And I'm on Facebook. Against my better judgment, I'm actually taking a creative writing class. I love writing, and I just submitted five stories to Outlet, my university's literary and art publication, but writing classes? They feel like support groups. I know that makes me a jerk, but, well, I'm a jerk.

Aside from that, what can I say? My Dad and I got snowed in at Tucumcari for two days (slept in my car, for crying out loud) on our way up to Idaho, and now I'm snowed in my apartment at Idaho. My roommates are cool. We put up an Abbey Road poster. I'm so scatterbrained right now, sorry. I'll post pictures later.

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